My Mind is Full and running around in Cricles!!!

So I get to go home in a couple of day like 4. I am so excited, but some how my heart is trouble by emotions and the anticaption of seeing my mommy. Don't get me wrong I can't wait to see her and I can't wait for school to start up again. But somehow my mind is running in cricles and I can't seem to get a hold on it.
HMM...
Lately at camp I have been feeling a little emotionally impaired... Hmm... Something anyway doesn't seem to set quite right with me...
Last weekend I was finally able to escape the "Bubble" of Michindoh and it felt so good, that I didn't want to go back to camp. I stopped by New Tribes on my way back to camp and it felt so weird almost sadding... I became a little sad when I stepped into the building well for one I had gotten the news Alan wasn't coming back and two I relized my sophmore semester was going to be so different and so new that I don't know what to expect.
Hmm... School is something I have been looking forward to all summer, but somehow I am not sure if I am to be hear after my sophmore semester... I want to know where God is Leading me but I am really fuzzy on it lately...
My mind is so overwhelmed with hopes and dreams and fears and the anticapations of seeing my mom that I can barley think past the time of day that it is.

But one good thing that will come from all this spinning in cricles is I know that I will be able to consintrate on the things I am looking forward to doing, Like Cedar Point tomorrow and seeing my friends from camp Wonder and Falcor on Monday, and then on Thursday seeing my mommy... things I am looking forward to.
So I guess I just need to live day-by-day, moment-by-moment... And whatever comes my way I just need to deal with it.