the twists and turns

Feelings and Emotions,
are motionless,
am I afraid to show...
...feelings hmm,
Emotions crazy...
What can I say other then,
I hide when i should face the facts
I face the facts when i should,
or is it the other way around?
I am a happy kind of sad,
I am nervous with a sort of excited expression...
Life, Love, Happiness?
Thoughts of consideration
change is unavoidable...
change is hard...
change makes you grow,
change just makes life more interesting.
Well, my mind is rambling on and on... and i can't catch it