HMM... is it too much?
Ok... I know it has been a long time since i have updated anything in while, and I am so sorry those of you who want to know whats going on in my life as of recent...
So trails, worries, and hopes...
my trails are as this...well they have always been this...As of recent I got a job, not a job that i like or really want to be at, but it does pay the bills so it is a good thing; but the bad thing is what my job intails...
...it intails call people or they call me and tell me that they want there gas service shut off for one reason or another...or they want to make a payment, but freak out if they have an outstanding account balance and then start yelling at me. So have you guessed what I do right now?...I work in a call center so you could say I am an representative in the collection department for a gas company based out of chicago. So i deal with attitudes and different people from the greater Chicago area, fun. Not...they aren't very nice. But i am praying for them.
But I am ThankFul for this job, it is a good opportunity for me to show God's love in a place I would rather not be. Also, my co-works are really nice people, they help me out whenever i have a problem, which is many, because i don't understand or i am not sure how to do something. So that is good.
My deepests worries right now are school and my family. School just because, I feel like I am not getting all I need to be getting out of it right now just because i have been busy with work and relationships with friends and family, and I am just exahusted for the most part. Going to bed late just to finish my homework by the skin of my teeth or not finish it because "I haven't stopped running" since I got off the plain in August when I got back to school. I have been on constant go mood now what seems like forever, so i am getting worn down pretty quickly now. Which is sad because I don't feel like i have the time to relax and just have no homework hanging over my head.
Also, my family is in a kind of rough spot right now, one my mom and step-dad are worried about the things that newly-weds are normally worried about more or less, I mean not the things like will we have kids or that stuff because they are both close to their fifties and what not, yeah...(i don't think I have got a clear view on that one sorry!) And then my grandparents are old and really old thats the only way to explain them...And the biggest family issue is with my little cousin...just be praying for her and my aunt and uncle as they need to descide what is the best step to take...sorry for being vague but yeah i don't want to discuss all my families issue on the net.
Then My hope...My hope is that i become caught up on all my school work, but i don't know how too,...that I will see the good in my horrible job, and that i come to grips with the fact that there is more going on in the world besides my own little bubble...
Sorry for being so long and drawn out... and just random...or saddening, but yeah
laters

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so...lesley...i could go on and on about the concepts i've been learning about the need for a P/PC balance and all....
but
then again, i think i'll just suffice it to say that you need to take care of yourself, don't stress out over anything you don't have to, and, most of all, don't forget to really take some time out and refresh and hang out...even if your homework isn't done! sometimes taking a break to recharge is the best way to be able to finish something.
ok?
9:04 PM
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