FAILURE

So failure, what is it excatly and what does it mean to fail?
I guess everyone fails at something once in their life, but how do they get over it, and how do they not let it run over any new prospecs of the area they might have periously failed in or think they have.

What bothers me is, even though i know i can do something, but have tired in a different setting, i am afraid i will fail again, in the new setting.
I mean I try ride off my failure, by joking about like its no big deal, but to me it is, and i am not sure i know how to get past it so i can move on.

I guess I just need to take the plunge and get it over with, but the fear that i could fail is taunting me. And that is no good, because it makes me mad that I am letting my fears get the best of me, and makes me want to prove to myself that i can, and i know i can. But the sad thing is, my fear is stronger then my pride so fear wins, because i don't fight it. So now all i need to do this take a tiny step forward and hold my ground against myself, and then keep taking the steps to over come, my fear. Because I see were i want to go and what i want to be doing, but 1st i need to Deal with myself.

And thankgoodness for my stuberness of not wanting fear to win, so iam go to take the 1st step even though it is the scarest of all.